Mental Fatigue

I cannot write better stories like other journalists, however I always wanted to write.

I am looking out the window, I'm glad finally the rain is over, and it's so sad I can't see anymore rainbow, the sky supposed to be clear after the rain.. anyhow it doesn't really that matter. I'm sitting here, inside my beautiful room and I'm trying to find some inspiration also try to find my self.

Sunset is getting closer, und die Zeit vergangen so schnell. Today is really cold..,with my heart that never be sold.., Sometimes I think the world is on my shoulders Everyone is leaning and whining on me.

But I'm always doing it all Alone, just like a song from Celine Dion " All by myself.., Hard to be sure Sometimes I feel so insecure, And loves so distant and obscure, Remains the cure .."
Eigentlich right now I don't want to talk about love, I Just wanna to share about burdens, the burdens that I held right on my shoulder..,

and..., yeah noone care !

I turned on winamp so loud, so noone can't hear me singing, a song from eminem has altered my moods and talks to me :

"..sing with me, sing for the years
.., sing for the laughter, sing for the tears..,
Sing it with me, just for today..,
maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you away... "

Fuck with my burdens, If I could write better I want to write something for my Queen, to show her how i feel about her, how proud I am that I have her, maybe She's the only girl that I adore, perhaps we'll together again before this world is over.

She is My Queen

Her Dreams are Of Unconditional Love, Peace And Joy. Forever.

She is Unpredictable, emotional, fiercely loyal & dedicated, loving nurturing, caring & funny so they say but all She claims to be is human. She breathes, lives & feels, She laughs & cries, She hates & She loves.

Meaning from emotion, from meaning to purpose.

In Her the light of innocence plays harmony with the darkness of a wounded soul, its truly a strange twilight to behold. She likes reason & She treasures the arts and live by Her heart and She fights by Her wits.

Deep and emotional, She can connect well with almost any living creature. She brings hope and optimism to any dire situation. She is both Soft and affectionate with everyone She loves.

Truly nurturing, most people consider Her to be a mother figure.

13th Zodiac

Ophiuchus the 13th sign of the Zodiac - also known as Serpentarius, the Serpent Holder.

The constellation Ophiuchus has been known about since ancient times, but you wouldn’t know it. It was never added to the Zodiac chart as astrologers said that the Sun went straight from Scorpius into Sagittarius, disregarding the fact that the sun travelled through Ophiuchus for 19 days before entering Sagittarius.

Ophiuchus is said to represent Aesculapius, the ancient healer, with the serpent's venom able to cure or kill.People born under the sign are said to be healers, but they are also said to be skilled interpreters of dreams, seekers of peace, poetical and attract good luck.

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References :
Solar Zodiac Astrology Ophiuchus
Ophiuchus - The 13th Sign of the Zodiac
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