Too Many Options

Wednesday morning I received a short messages from my friend and he asked me to held an urgent meeting at Dago street at 09.00 am, while I was desperately waiting a reply from 'my Queen' for having lunch together. I was confused but my friend need me immediately so I decided to join that meeting with my Friends

while I'm gathering with my friends, at 10.00 or 11.00 am I received a short message from my Queen and she said she couldn't come with me, she has to evaluate her last week fest with her friends.

I didn't disappoint at all, caused we have a separate schedule with different activities in the same time. but There was one night when I neglected, I keep thinking about her..., my Friends, her Friends, me, myself and I already knew she has boyfriend but what makes me keep struggle to get her, I don't give a damn to her boyfriend whether Is he an army (with the big gun who are ready to shoot) or Boxing Champion, I'll always ready to do everything to get what I wanted.

how ever I've to measure my capacitate, and introspecting myself, I guess she just too perfect for me. she deserves to have a perfect boyfriend too, more than myself, it's usual for a girl like her.

I share this feeling with my other friends in my Community and after I made Polling, 35% ask me to keep on fighting to get her (they are ready to support me and give help whenever I need ^_^ ), and 60% say find another girls (they said they will introduce me to some hot chics ;) ) , the rest 5% of my friends say "don't care at all, mind your business T_T " (they gave me advise that I should go get married as soon as possible because I'm 28 now :P).

I still couldn't decide it :P anyhow I'm really happy among my friends, they'll always exist when I need them and when I'm falling down they are ready to pick me up and help me stands, I love my Friends, with them behind and beside me I already have all that I need.

but..,wait ! I'll choose the second option 'Find another Girls' yeah ! if God grants me a wish, it would be nice if I wish I could have a girlfriend who will accept me when I'm nobody, understand me, she'll be here when I need her to support me, and the most important things are she should has many talent just like my previous Queens so we can create a future together for better living.

Let it be 'SHITS'

Things are going wrong, I've wrote a concept to talk with her on the phone, I dial her phone number when she pick up the phone and I hear her voice whispering softly in to my ears and I neglected until I forgot what should I say,

I cannot controlled my Breath, I'm trying to inhale deeply and be cool and say " Makan siang bareng yuuk !! " I believe she will refuse it, and she said "Aku ada kuliah sampe sore...nanti di khabarin lagi deh !"

shame on me after she closed her phone, it's worst than I thought, I want to talk longer with her, what's wrong with me..

I slam my phone, my notes, and my pen in to my desk and realize how Idiot myself, It's just really complicated when I checked back my phone, I saw the screen and it's written "card errors" shit I broke my mobile phone!


View Complete Profile

Previous Journals
Free Open Education Program
Inside WikiLeaks
I'm Moving
Cheap Lab Equipments
New Powerful stuff.
Animated Toe Fungus
Game Guide and Such Things
Black Ribbon for Gaza
yet another.. what ever..
Entrecard Widget

Atom | RSS

2/26/06 - 3/5/06
8/13/06 - 8/20/06
9/10/06 - 9/17/06
9/17/06 - 9/24/06
8/5/07 - 8/12/07
8/12/07 - 8/19/07
8/19/07 - 8/26/07
9/9/07 - 9/16/07
9/16/07 - 9/23/07
9/30/07 - 10/7/07
12/16/07 - 12/23/07
2/24/08 - 3/2/08
3/2/08 - 3/9/08
3/9/08 - 3/16/08
3/23/08 - 3/30/08
3/30/08 - 4/6/08
4/6/08 - 4/13/08
4/13/08 - 4/20/08
4/27/08 - 5/4/08
5/4/08 - 5/11/08
5/11/08 - 5/18/08
5/18/08 - 5/25/08
5/25/08 - 6/1/08
6/1/08 - 6/8/08
6/8/08 - 6/15/08
6/15/08 - 6/22/08
6/22/08 - 6/29/08
7/6/08 - 7/13/08
7/27/08 - 8/3/08
8/3/08 - 8/10/08
9/14/08 - 9/21/08
10/5/08 - 10/12/08
10/12/08 - 10/19/08
11/9/08 - 11/16/08
12/7/08 - 12/14/08
12/21/08 - 12/28/08
1/4/09 - 1/11/09
3/29/09 - 4/5/09
6/7/09 - 6/14/09
6/14/09 - 6/21/09
4/18/10 - 4/25/10
3/27/11 - 4/3/11
11/15/15 - 11/22/15
Current Journal


Feed to JavaScript

hacker emblem

Powered by Blogger